[She nods and follows, eyes on the floor. A little surprised he’d pick the common room, but she’ll take it over a closed door.]
I know I screwed up, alright?
I know I screwed up, alright?
“That’s the plan,” she says. An apology sits on the edge of her tongue, and she holds it back. She’s not sure it means much. “I’ll let you know if anything happens.”
I didn't say that. I went into his room, alright? I screwed up on that. But I was looking for my shit, and I didn't lay a finger on him until he made it a fight. I was trying to get away.
[She fucked up, but it wasn't entirely on her.]
He had me pinned to the floor and told me he'd break my arm, and then he did it when I decided to defend myself.
[She fucked up, but it wasn't entirely on her.]
He had me pinned to the floor and told me he'd break my arm, and then he did it when I decided to defend myself.
And I didn't trash his place, or wait around for him to come home so I could shoot him, or fuck all. I couldn't find my handkerchief, so I took a couple small things as collateral. I'll give 'em back the minute he gives me what's mine.
I do, I'm not stupid. He wasn't going too listen to me, and I wasn't trying to steal anything. I was just trying to get what he took from me, but he trapped me in there and I freaked out, alright?
[She's sorely tempted to point out that he's the robbery expert here, but she's made this situation fucked up enough as it is. She doesn't reply for a moment instead, not looking at him, trying to haul together something that could explain herself. It doesn't feel like she'll ever figure that out.]
He pushed me around and disrespected me, and it's mine.
He pushed me around and disrespected me, and it's mine.
[Tess just purses her lips. She knows that. She screwed it up. She tried to head to him right after.
But he needs to space, so she just waits, her good arm holding the other in the sling, pain completely absent under a thick layer of stress.
And then:]
I know I'm not good at this. I'm sorry.
But he needs to space, so she just waits, her good arm holding the other in the sling, pain completely absent under a thick layer of stress.
And then:]
I know I'm not good at this. I'm sorry.
[Tess looks away. She thinks she knows how this goes.]
Maybe I should let you be for a bit, huh?
Maybe I should let you be for a bit, huh?
[Deep breath. It is what it is. She'll just make herself scarce.]
Alright. I'll check in with you in a couple days.
Alright. I'll check in with you in a couple days.
[She's at war over making peace with Arthur and whether she wants to make Yunlan whole after what he did to her, but sometimes you have to set pride aside.]
Yeah, that can be arranged.
Yeah, that can be arranged.
It's clean. I'll drop it by your room in a few.
[And he will; the handkerchief's folded and tucked in an envelope. He's attached, in a spirit of deep sarcasm, a stick-on bow to the outside.]
[And he will; the handkerchief's folded and tucked in an envelope. He's attached, in a spirit of deep sarcasm, a stick-on bow to the outside.]
Sure. Tell me when she's ready to return what she took.
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