“Because it’s the right thing to do, and it’s something I can do in a situation like this.”
Being right has felt situational for a long time. If it’s all you can do in the moment, then you don’t have to fuck with miserable little feelings like guilt. You do what you can.
“I think I need to do something like that just to prove I can do something good without needing to be paid, or a gun to my head, or because I’m dead anyway. Otherwise I haven’t changed at all. I’m just me in a better situation.”
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Date: 2021-05-25 09:36 pm (UTC)Being right has felt situational for a long time. If it’s all you can do in the moment, then you don’t have to fuck with miserable little feelings like guilt. You do what you can.
“I think I need to do something like that just to prove I can do something good without needing to be paid, or a gun to my head, or because I’m dead anyway. Otherwise I haven’t changed at all. I’m just me in a better situation.”